Sunday, November 8, 2009

letting go

tonight i thought i'd do something a little different and post the lyrics to my most recently completed song before you hear it. as much as i love playing and singing i also love writing. in fact i love it so much that i sometimes hate it. that may sound odd but my problem is once i get started i obsess and can't stop thinking about whatever it is i'm working on. so i try and set aside time at the end of the day to focus on that aspect of my creativity. here it is. enjoy. video performance coming soon.

letting go

i can't really fall asleep tonight my mind is racing i can't keep up this fight i know i'm losing ground i never thought that you could be the one to leave me broken and so undone unraveled on the floor

it doesn't matter to you if i lose my mind its nothing you won't get over with the passing of time but the truth is you pushed me away then you lied i'm letting go

cause its the only way i can be free from this confusion you cause in me i can't go on hurting this way you think its funny oh you think its cute but i'm relentless in my pursuit and i'm tired of losing my truth

it doesn't matter to you if i lose my mind its nothing you won't get over with the passing of time but the truth is you pushed me away then you lied i'm letting go

i'm not the kind to forgive and forget i hold on to the past and i regret all my choices that led me to you so let me know when you're all grown up cause as for now i don't give a fuck i'm moving on and you're miles behind

it doesn't matter to me if you lose your mind its nothing i won't get over with the passing of time so let me wish you the best of luck and i hope you find what you're looking for

but i bet that you don't even know what that is you just go with the flow and live and live its so sad you don't care for anything you're at the center of your universe the way you see yourself is so perverse you're blinded by your own lies

it doesn't matter to me if you lose your mind its nothing i won't get over with the passing of time so let me wish you the best of luck and i hope you find what you're looking for

i can't really fall asleep tonight my mind is racing and i can't keep up this fight i know i'm losing ground

-written by Leah D'Emilio, copyright 2009 All Rights Reserved.

2 comments:

  1. Writing the words releases the hurts. Writing the next song will guide you along. Singing the old words keeps helps others to see. The next song you sing will set you free.

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  2. Writing the words releases the hurts. Writing the next song guides you along. Singing old words help others to see. Singing the next song will set you free.

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